I was thinking about a long life while I saw my mother.
When she went into the hospital, she was anxious of cost. How she told she was tired of hospital and she’d like to go back to her hometown. She doesn’t remember her home. As she always worried about money, she probably feel happier.
She likes expensive clothes. She has bought lots of clothes by credit cards and worried how she could pay debt.
Now she can’t do anything by herself and I and my sister worry how we pay for her nursing care cost. 
