Today I got up at quarter past six.
I had suffered from insomnia before but now I’d like to sleep as long as possible.
I’m thinking about my mother. She has lived alone after my father passed away. She liked to go out and she usually went shopping. She wasted money in clothes, noble metals and so on. She always payed by credit cards but recently she didn’t use them.
Whenever she saw us, she complained to us but I guess she’d like to tell us that she felt lonely.
She was not a good mother for us. We, her children were always angry at selfish mother. But we were selfish too.
I’m planning to go somewhere with my mother and sister soon.