Miracle Morning #42

Today I got up at seven.

I have a hay fever now. I continue blowing my nose.

I’ve got shocked I heard there were possibility that my mother can’t get nursing care insurance. She suffered from dementia and she always needs someone’s help. I don’t know criterion for judgement.

Miracle Morning #42

Today I got up at quarter past six.

I had suffered from insomnia before but now I’d like to sleep as long as possible.

I’m thinking about my mother. She has lived alone after my father passed away. She liked to go out and she usually went shopping. She wasted money in clothes, noble metals and so on. She always payed by credit cards but recently she didn’t use them.

Whenever she saw us, she complained to us but I guess she’d like to tell us that she felt lonely.

She was not a good mother for us. We, her children were always angry at selfish mother. But we were selfish too.

I’m planning to go somewhere with my mother and sister soon.

Miracle Morning #41

Today I got up at quarter past six.

I’m looking for a building in Minato Ward. I can’t imagine I own such an expensive building in future yet.

It is easy to say “I can’t do” but I’d like to consider how to do.

Miracle Morning #40

Today I got up at six thirty. I can’t imagine I have enough time and money in future yet. Then I’m planning to go to the Tokyo baycourt club with my mother and sister this year. Furthermore I’m looking for a building in Minato or Chuo Ward.

Miracle Morning #39

Yesterday I went to bed at one and I got up at six this morning. I’m still sleepy. Today’s miracle morning is ten minutes.

I’ll live in Minato or Chuo ward in a year. I’ll stop to work for money soon.

Miracle Morning #38

I can’t get up before six recently. I’d like to stay in bed as long as possible. I’m thinking about starting a business. It is not easy but I’d like to try it. I’d like to live for others after my retirement. I’d not like to become a drag on society.

Miracle Morning #37

Today I got up after six. I’m still sleepy.

I’m planning I make my mother dress up. When she went out together, at first she looked at herself in a mirror on an elevator. Her hair changed white and I felt she has got old. I’d like to make her dry her white hair. But she can’t do by herself now nor go to a beauty salon. I’m looking for a hairdresser who visit in an institution.

Miracle Morning #36

Today I stay in Fukuoka. I got up at seven. I had a dream which I gave up today’s miracle morning.

Yesterday I went to a retirement concert of Namie Amuro in the Fukuoka Dome. Her songs and dancing were wonderful. I’d supported her as a fan for a long time. I wish her happiness after her retirement.

Miracle Morning #35

Today I got up at six. I’m going to Fukuoka for a concert.

A social worker recommended us a nursery house in Sayama city where my sister lived. Probably my wishes will succeed soon.

Miracle Morning #34

Today I got up at five thirty.

Yesterday I took a seminar about controlling taxes. The speaker told the best way to reduce taxes was starting a business. I’d like to start a business to help senior citizens.