Miracle Morning #173

Today I got up at six.

Now I doubt my affirmation. I’d like to live with my boyfriend in Minato Ward. I have a small business and own my real estate in Tokyo.

However I’m not sure if I’d like to live with someone. Living alone is quite comfortable. I don’t have to ask someone else when I do something new. I can have dinner whenever I like. On the other hand, I feel lonely. Nobody cares if I don’t go home all night. I don’t like to die lonely in future.

I swerve from my purpose now.

Miracle Morning #172

Today I got up at six. Yesterday I took a seminar about accounting. The speaker is a certified public accountant with high income. He had wished to live in a high-grade residence but he couldn’t. One day he noticed he didn’t decide he realized his dreams at all costs and he reset his life. He changed his mobile phone and broke off with his friends. He moved to a high-grade residence and his wife didn’t talk to him for months. Now he is the high income group but he is going to give up the certified public accountant at fifty years old. He is going to move in a foreign country when he gets a hundred million yen.

I haven’t decided my future yet. Am I really satisfied with the present condition?